Tuesday, November 23, 2010

perasaan serba salah menyelubungi..

what to do..? saya alami situasi yg sy rasa bersalah sangat.. tak tahu memilih antara sahabat dan keluarga... kalo dlm iklan 'family first' tp kalo pk2 kn lg.. dok sni asyik la teringat2 ape la diorng tgh buat tu..? diorang penat tak..? perlu kn sy x..? ape la diorng kate ye..? sy yg ajak diorng join JKK, last2 sy xde kat sna tolong diorng.. masya,wanie, yana, syida, ecah and nana.. sory ye sy tiada disana untuk bantu korang.. we suppose to be a group... tp aku ad masalah yang perlu diselesaikan kat sini..



insyaallah nti saya datang kesana, korang suruh la sy buat ape2 sj.. jgn buli sudah le.. hihi.. hopefully, we will be a great team.. JKK S1'2011 will be the best.. i'll try my best to be the best.. and post ni nk wish THANK YOU very much to all JKK UniKL BMI S1' 2011 sbb banyak2 paham situasi sy..

Monday, November 22, 2010

Inani: Its 22 Nov again but...

ya bebeh.. its 22 Nov again..
but now.. you r not here anymore..
i miss you a lot.. i used to write some 'gempak' wish for you..
just want to cheer you up..
because u always celebrate your birthday far from you family..
and today, again.. its your birthday..
but you never be here celebrating your birthday again..
no more happy celebrate.. i miss you sayang.. i miss you..
I don't have much to say.. but there is a lot to tell..
how i'm gonna get through this day..??
how..? i don't have anyone anymore..
because you the best i ever had..
there in no replacement of your position beside me dear..
but today, i realize that u will be 22 years old for forever dear..
hihi.. it just like,
u can wear pink always because 22 is just nice for you to wear pink..
u never gonna get old.. u will be always as cheeky as you wanna be..
i wish i can buy a great dress for you birthday present..
i always wish that we can spent a great birthday just two of us..
doing all the things that we wanted to..
tells all the story that makes us laugh..
i cried a lot for all this dreams and wishes dear...
the things is.. I MISSESSSSSSSSS YOU A LOT SAYANG...!!!
pada sape aku nk tujukan birthday wish ni..?? i miss you..



ya allah.. kau pelihara lah roh inani zalikha sahabatku ya allah.. tempatkan dia ditempat yang terbaik disisi mu.. sesungguhnya dia sahabatku yang baik hati nya.. kau lindungi lah dia dari siksa azab api neraka, kau ampunkan lah segala dosa2 inani zalikha, dosa besar mahupun dosa kecil ya allah.. sesungguhnya kau yang maha mendengar dah maha mengetahui isi hati hambamu ya rabbul alamin... Al-Fatihah~

Sunday, November 21, 2010

On behalf of herself confessing...

Nuruljannah confessing that she miss her ex boyfriend
when she already had a new boyfriend...
so what..?
is that wrong when you miss someone..?
is that a sin..?
dear,harap u phm...
n ape yg tertulis di blog hanya luahan hati..
tidak mahu menipu diri sendiri..
kini,hanya kamu dihati.. caye tak..? caye la..hihi

on behalf of myself..I say...

Nuruljannah said that:

she missed the feeling of being loved...
she missed of sensing his eyes on her as she walked to him..
she missed his 'bebel2-then-sengih2'...
she missed his touch... his hugs...
[not by physically touch and hug..
but when he tells her some story,
when he sang her a song,
She felt like he just hug and kiss her...
believe it or not.?believe it.]

she missed his laugh... his words of advice...
she missed his words of love...
she hated counting down the days till she could forgot all the memories..
She hates the fact that he is her ex...
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but... life must go on... allah.. please plan the best for me...


Wednesday, November 10, 2010

ok ye kawan2.. Keputusan CONTEST MORTAR BOARD: The Beauty In Ugly dah kuar... masa nk click tu sangat la berdebar.. kena pulak time internet sgt lembab.. thanks to celcom broadband,ade kala kamu sangat laju.. ade kala slow bak kura2 ye bb.. tp xpe.. back to the story.. kuar je post si edy tu.. scrool... scrool... scrool... tiba part pemenang kategori gambar...?? hu... pic ku yang kampungan itu tak de ok.. makne nye ape tu..?? say bye2 to... ray ban....


sungguh kasihan ye padaku... tp xpe.. jgn putus asa.. tu kan rezeki mereka... tahniah pada pengadil kerana berjaya memilih pemenang terbaek abad ini ye.. ape ciri2 yg pengadil tgk..? mcm same ngan selera sy.. sy siap bookmark lg post yg saye suke.. last2 betul ye.. mereka yg sy bookmark menang.. fuuyooo.. selera ku kelas juga.. tp mushkil ye.. dr hari tu sehingga hari ini.. mane satu sebenarnya banner contest itu ye..? melihat pada semua post para pemenang, banner lain2 ye.. ade yg letak yg ade hadiah, ade yg letak xde hadiah.. kalo slh banner, x discualified ke eh dr contest tu..? hm.. mushkil2.. tp xpe eh kawan2.. tu rezeki mereka.. yg penting pic mereka chantek2 ye kawan2.. saya sangat teruja.. say bye bye lagi sekali to ray ban..

btw, kepada pemenang.. tahniah kepada korang.. pas ni bila dh dpt hadiah, wt la post khas say thank you pada pihak penganjur.. si edy tu.. letak skali pic korang pkai hadiah tu tau.. aku sgt teruja ngan ray ban tu.. xdpt, dpt tgk pon jd ye mak enooonnnn... moga2 next time dia wt contest lg... hihihi...

kalo korang nk tgk pememang2 nye, blh la click [sini]... sangat best ye bila menang.. pas ni aku nk wt contest gak le.. agak2 korang nk join x..? hadiah ape ye yg best..?hm... tunggu la nanti.. akan difikir2kan... btw,thanks to edy.. kerana terima aku jd contestant contest kamu.. pasni jgn segan silu la nk comment2 blog sy ye edy.. hihi.. nti ade contest, ajak sy lg tau...

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Cinta dua hati

Maafkan bila cintaku tak mungkin ku persembahkan seutuhnya....
maafkan bila kau terluka..




afgan really made my day.... ~heart~afgan~

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Tag: tak dijemput perasan nak buat juga

Instructions : Bold the statements that ARE true to you. Italicize the statements that you WISH were true. Leave the fibs alone.

wana si 'rule-breaker' dah tambah arahan baru, which is: Underline the statements that you think that they are nonsense tapi aku nak ubah nonsense tu jadi impossible.. kire opposite meaning la..

* 170 cm tall
* I hate my friends
* I'm bored of driving
* I love dancing
* I go clubbing every week
* Shopping is bullshit.
* I have a tattoo of a star.
* I got my navel pierced.
* I hate cartoon.
* I hate sports
* I hate meeting new people.
* High school was the worst time of my life.
* I have red hair.
* I hate vacations.
* I'm going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
* At times I think I still am a tomboy.
* I hate surprise parties.
* I hate planning parties.
* I hate math.
* Blogging is a waste of time.
* One Utama is my second home. (giler ape.. mesti la rumah in-law is my 2nd home)
* I buy CLEO every month.(dulu penah la.. sbb belajar make up guna CLEO.. haha)
* I don't have faith in the current "one".
* I don't believe in love.
(SAYA PERCAYA PADA CINTA SELEPAS NIKAH)
* I love bitching about people behind their backs.(sometime when they bitching at me first)
* I can't live without make-up (masih boleh ke kelas tanpa make up.. orang selalu tegur,"jannah nape pucat..?")

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I can drive
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I'm studying fashion
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I have business running.
* My parents don't know about my blog
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I have an iPod
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My parents have faith in me.
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The mother bear gives me hugs.(ade ke orang panggil mak dia mother bear..? hihi)
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I have 100% freedom (rasenye xkn cecah 100%)
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I've got a new phone.(blackberry ye.. sape nak bagi hadiah.. meh2..)

* I don't know what I want at the moment
* I'm not happy, neither sad
* I hate my life sometimes
* I hate my grades.
* I have friends that take drugs.
* I hate someone from my past.
* My school mates know about my blog.
* I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
* High school's filled with drama.
* I've bought shoes this month
* I was a tomboy.
* I can't live without music.
* I love being in love
* My old friends keep in touch with me
* I love Orange Juice.
* I'm going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
* I love swimming.
* I love my friends and family
* I wanted to be a fashion designer(for myself la kot)
* A blogger bitched about me before.(ade.. lg2 kes ini)
* I know how to cook (iye ok.. i pndai masak air.. kire cooking gak kan)
* Boys are assholes.(are tu tukar jadi have)
* I'm happy with what I have.(i wish i have more)
* I'm hot.(and sometimes i'm sexy.. hahaha.. keji)
* I think I'm fat.(kalo dah cecah 50kg baru xkire fat)
* People should start appreciating me.(before aku mati.. nanti penyesal baru tahu)
* I believe in long distance relationships (yang penting kesetiaan dan kepercayaan.=)
* I'm starting to like applying make-up (i want to look beautiful but it turn out not really well)
* I still have a best friend (even 1 sudah menyambut seruan ilahi, but i still have a lot of best-friend..)

* I have white handbag
* 90% of my friends smoke.
* I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
* I love rock emo bands.
* I'm a rebel.
* I heart Italian food.
* I hate nail polish
* I'm a guy.
* We'll last :)
* I've robbed an old lady.
* I have a cat
* I'm a sinner.
* I've got a DS light.
* I have a Wii.
* Video games are a waste of time.
* I miss the father bear
* I love horror films.
* I don't read newspapers.
* The news is such a waste of time.
* I hate animals.
* I curse like a pirate.
* I'm happy with my 11 years old car.
* I hate people that are smart.
* I can't drink for nuts.
* I haven't worked out since March.
* I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
* I slept in my parent's room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
* I'm scared of my Biology result exam which I'm going to face someday tomorrow.

sape rajin, meh la buat.. mane la tahu kite leh share... hihi

Wednesday, November 3, 2010


rasa baru semalam kita pegi homestay same2.. rasa baru semalam kamu membahan kite.. tapi semalam juga kamu kemalangan... semoga cepat sedar dari koma ya.. hanya doa yg dapat dipanjatkan dari kejauhan ini... semoga allah melindungi kamu Lukman.. semoga allah panjangkan usia kamu, pulang ke sini dan belajar lagi..



Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Tag: mahu jadi seperti Julia Stiles

Ni ade tag dari wana.. sory la bebeh.. aku lewat buat.. berkurun seh dalam draft.. tapi tak publis2.. hihihi... sory... meh nak cite ape yg di tag kan si wana giler ni..

Ada Rahsia kecantikan tak?

takde.. sebab saya pon tak cantik.. kamu ade? meh share dengan saya. mahu jadi cantik seperti dia.. owh Julia Stiles.. sangat chomel ok.

Bagi Anda siapa paling hensem dalam kumpulan Suju?
Suju....? kumpulan ape tu..? lelaki encem dimata saya is Sean Patrick Thomas yang belakun jadi derek dalam cerita save the last dance tu.. nak tengok yang mane satu..?? nah..

haa... encem kan dia.. ni selera aku.. tp suka dia masa dalam movie je la kan.. kalo kat dunia sebenar.. dapat mcm ni pon ok.. hihi.. ebab aku tak menilai lelaki tu dari luaran nye.. biar hitam,biar gemuk.. tapi hati dia baik, blh jadi suami dan bapa yang penyanyang.. nk tgk 'derek' lagi.. jap tgk dia ngan family dia k..

ha.. ko tgk.. cmne aku tak hesteria tgk mamat ni... gile macho ok.. dukung anak.. hadoi.. nk satu cmni.. tapi cerah skit la.. hihihi

Siapa BFF anda?
BFF...? ade ramai.. salah sorangnya INANI ZALIKHA ZAINAL ABIDIN.. korang kenal dia..? bace surat khabar tak..? ha.. dia dah pergi tinggal kan saya ya.. dia pergi menyahut seruan ilahi.. tapi jngan risau, saya ade lagi sorang BFF.. tapi dia dah nak kawen dh 12nov ni.. WAN NABILAH.. ha.. so lepas ni xde la BFF la.. semua yg tinggal.. hanya saya sorang je..

Siapa idola anda?
Idola..? hm.. ade.. kak yatie chomel.. dia skrang seorang ibu, isteri, and student PhD. yang berjaya.. memang saluutttttteee la ngan dia.. body still maintain ye kawan2..

Moto Hidup Anda?
selagi mana ada hayat dikandung badan, saya cuba buat semua orang happy.. biar terpaksa gadai hati ini.. biar perasaan saya tak didengar.. yang penting, orang yang saya sayang, happy..

Lost Weight now,Ask Me How?
Herbalife:Nutrition for a Better Life..[ni ayat wana..sory xtahu nk jawab ape..]

Harus Tagkan Blogger yang anda sayang dan Minimum 8 orang
ei.. xde mood la nak tag.. sorry.. tapi semua kawan aku sayang ye... so tak payah tulis kat sini sape yang aku sayang.. adil.. hihi


ok.. aku still poyo... mase aku tgk cite save the last dance tu.. aku serius jatuh cinta dengan watak derek ni.. hadoi.. aku d berangan nak jadi si Julia Stiles... romantik abes ye mereka berdua..

tengok.. same tak muke dia ngan aku.. ? ni nk kurus kan diri cepat ni.. hm... NAK KURUS....!!

Tag: Dari bakal pengantin 4 disember

sory ye aji... lmbt wat tag kamu ni.. aku dh nk final, sikit habuk tak study.. hampeh kn..

1) Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup korang?
myself la kot.. kalo xde diri sendiri, memang xblh hidup dengan happy..

2) Benda terakhir yang korang beli menggunakan duit korang sendiri?
rasenye belom ade duit sendiri.. semua duit abah bagi.. hu.. sedih kn..?

3) Dimana tempat korang ingin melansungkan perkawinan korang dan tema perkawinan korang nanti?
kat rumah je.. coz memang mengimpikan perkahwinan yang saaanngaaatt simple.. yang penting tetamu yang datang semua happy...

4) Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?
bercinta..? tidak.. saya mahu cinta selepas nikah.. hubungan yang ada sekarang,masih dalam proses mengenal hati budi masing2.. tapi saya memang niatnya nak nikah dengan yang satu ni.. tu pun kalau dia sudi..

5) Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?
sampai kesyurga..

6) Dimana korang selalu berjumpa dengan kekasih korang?
dalam kelas.. sebab classmate sy semua kekasih orang..

7) Novel/buku/majalah terakhir yang korang beli?
majalah NUR.. tu pon akak yang suruh beli.. nk tengok tudung untuk nikah dia.. tp sy xbelek lg..

8) Apakah nama penuh korang?
Nuruljannah bt Badrul Hisham

9) Antara mak dengan ayah korang, yang mana korang lebih mesra?
saya lagi ngam ngan abah.. even kitorng selalu gaduh, pendapat kami selalu nya sama.. apa yang buat saya marah,selalunya abah marah juga.. ape yang abah suka, selalunya saya suka juga... tapi tak semua la..

10) Namakan orang yang korang betul-betul nak jumpa dalam hidup korang
buat masa ni, saya betul2 nak jumpa sahabat kesayangan saya, INANI ZALIKHA.. mungkin hanya dalam mimpi.. kerana dia sudah pergi menyambut seruah ilahi.. ~Al-Fatihah~

11) Adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?
No.. dobi la.. xlarat.. baju sy semua berat.. (sebab tu smpai skrang tak kurus..)

12) Dimanakah tempat yang korang betul-betul nak pergi?
Pulau.. ade orang janji nak bawak saya pegi pulau... tapi dia xde masa sekarang ni.. keje smpai lebam..

13) Pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?
cium.. sebab bila cium mesti peluk.. kalau peluk xsemestinya cium.. hahaha.. keji aku.

14) Beritahu 3 benda tentang orang yang tag korang.
* dia dah nak kawen da.. jeles ok
* aji...!! nak top up..
* aji sangat friendly.. kitorng baru je kawan ko. tp cm dh lame gile..

15) 5 benda yang korang sangat-sangat sayang dalam hidup korang
* my phone
* my friends
* my motor
* my books/komik
* my benda.. bila panggil 'barang aku' je, semua sayang

16) 5 lagu yang korang paling suka dan selalu dengar?
* dimana kan ku cari ganti
* open your eyes by Maher Zain
* Telephone bt lady Gaga (ni sbb ring tones kalo cintahati call)
* Terima kasih cinta by Afgan
* kau tercipta untuk ku

17) Bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas?
27 DEC 1988, adui.. taki ingat la.. rasenye cm xbest je... cuba ade la hadiah..

18) 5 orang blogger yang korang nak tag.
*no.. xnk tag sape2..

19) Cerita sikit tentang blogger pertama yang korang tag
xde cerita kerana tak tag sape2..

Monday, November 1, 2010

Inani: Di Mana Kan Kucari Ganti

‎Inani Zalikha,
dimanakan ku cari ganti,
mungkinkah disyurga..
untuk kawan berduka,
menangis bersama,
selama-lamanya...

**sahabat,kau dalam kenangan.. sentiasa dihati... this is special for you dear.. jujur,aku menangis dengar lagu ni... satu hari nanti, kan kita 'sama2' lagi... itu pasti... sahabat, damailah kau disana.. ~Al-Fatihah~

 

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