Thursday, January 21, 2010

Terkunci dari dalam..ke luar..?

arh..what a day...!!!
wake up in the morning and my heart feel not very well..
feel really2 lazy..really2 don't want to get up...
thinking 'what next'...and realize that, its gonna be just the same day as before...
what should i do to change the day..?what will change..?
ya Allah..why you want me to get through all these ujian....?
i wish i could make the good decision for my future...
make a good plan..but now,i don't really had a plan...
because plan always change right..?
i don't want to be blame if all the plan had change..
just want to get through all these day with calm and silent...
oho..this morning all my key got lock in my room..all of it..!!
my motorcycle key,our house key and the room key..
and all of us at the other side of the room...aduh..cmane nk g keje ni..?
halmet ade..motor ade.. kunci plak tak de..GILE..hu..what a day...
so.. As the conclusion, we went to the office by cab...
still want to go..ape keje ade kat office tu pon tak tahu...
lupekan tentang pintu itu...wah..pekerja contoh ye kawan2...
but the punch card still red..we were late..!!
don't really care what happen next..
i don't want to rewind all that happen before...
what really happen...take it as a lesson..don't make it a reason to break...

**Ha..i got this surprising news..one of my friend are going to US furthering her study... she got accepted to a great University at US...and now getting ready to make herself well prepared for the new environment, school, people and US syllabus. the good thing is, she gonna live with her family in law..hm.. dah terang2 la she will be there with her husband right..? hm..what a great news right..?congratulation to [her]..nak ikot jugak..!jauh tu dia pergi..aha..
**Me..?still here..wondering what suppose to be..what..when..and how... can I? how it gonna be if I can't? all those usual question la.. still plan not to punish my life for my own mistake...haha.. make mistake and my life will change.. or change my life and i will make a mistake..ape ni..?same je la kan.?

wish i could easily pick a door to my future.. and all the solution been ready behind the door that I choose.. kalau cm tu la..semua orang easily pick a door...pick a door...then,there will be no 'problem' and 'solution' in this world.. mane boleh macam tu...so, just assume all those ujian, all those wondering is normal for the normal person... "allah hanya menguji hamba yg layak dan betul2 kuat untuk menempuh ujian tersebut.." betul tak..? insyaallah... there will be a 'door' for all of the thinks and things that appears...
I wish it will be the best...

2 Comments:

  1. fArA jeFF said...
    nurul..farah nadiah ke yg nk g us nih?husabnd die foreigner kan?
    =*NuRo0L* =[~G.A.J.E.B.O~]=immanidigu~*-II-*~ said...
    ye kak...g la singgah blog dia.maybe oct ni kot dia fly...ehe...call her Mrs.norland..heeee..

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